It's my 21st day of writing and I won't oblige myself to write everyday after this. After all, I think I was able to make writing a habit because I think about it and plan for it when I'm not doing it. I am so relieved because I felt like I have finally said my… Continue reading I Have Always Been the Sun
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Until I Found you
I remember the afternoon I first saw you. I didn't really believe in love at first sight then, I thought it was something invented by the films we watch. It's funny because the back of your head was the first thing I saw and I have decided I liked you. I tried to take a… Continue reading Until I Found you
Dear Friend
Dear Friend, First of all, I would like to thank you for always trying to understand me all these years. I always thought we were cut from the same cloth that is why I don't find it hard to explain myself to you because when I find it hard to explain myself sometimes and I… Continue reading Dear Friend
It all Comes full Circle
I'm writing late because my writing's usual time slot of six to eight in the evening was generously given to something important. Technically, the day still hasn't ended so I'm still qualified for my 21-day writing streak challenge. A while ago I was with the people who I've ended my 2017 with. And with everything… Continue reading It all Comes full Circle
All That we Leave Behind
I've been imagining what it would be like when I finally leave this God-forsaken place. I imagine myself having a destination to go to and the plane ticket that will ferry me to my new life. I imagine all the years I have built fitted into humongous suitcases and carry-ons; all the excesses of my… Continue reading All That we Leave Behind
When Everything Breaks all at Once
This time of year last year, if somebody told me how my 2019 is going to end, I wouldn't have believed them. I can still remember the closing of my year last year, it was cheerful and hopeful as compared to the sombre and ambiguous one this year. I honestly don't know what's going to… Continue reading When Everything Breaks all at Once
The Arduous Practice of Forgiveness
I keep hearing and reading from many spiritual leaders that in order for us to live a life with an inner peace that never gets disturbed, we have to practice meditation or prayer, we have to keep on giving until it hurts, we have to practice self-awareness, and we have to learn how to forgive… Continue reading The Arduous Practice of Forgiveness
My Impossible Heart in This Vast Expanse of the Universe
I love travelling, but not so that I could update the social media friends and let them know that I am somewhere cool and you should envy me, I actually feel sorry for people who think that way because I don't think they are fully present in the moment and taking it all in when… Continue reading My Impossible Heart in This Vast Expanse of the Universe
I Forgot how Good it Felt to be Held by you
I'm writing later than my usual time slot today because I forced myself to finish the movie that I tried to watch last night but fell asleep to. This time, I'm going to force myself to actually finish the things that I started. That sounds too late for a 2019 New Year's resolution and too… Continue reading I Forgot how Good it Felt to be Held by you
2019: The Year of Being Unanchored and the Infinite Coldness
I have this personal tradition where in I put a title on the year in order for me to keep track of what has happened in my life. That's the reason why I'll never forget the year 2012 because in my books, that was "The Year of the Great Depression and the end of the… Continue reading 2019: The Year of Being Unanchored and the Infinite Coldness
